cowgirl
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so ya valentines day is here and im alone..
i am literally alone this valentines day. moved to a new town where i hardly have any friends. the ones i do have already have boyfriends.. i have a
major crush on a guy but i wonder why i'm not good enough for him. i mean, why cant he call or even text me or add me to facebook? he doesnt cuz he
doesn't like me. that really breaks my heart because i think he's the most perfect guy ive ever met in my life... and he doesnt know, or care, or feel
the same about me. i dream about him every night, fall asleep thinking about him, and get up so i can see him. and i bet i never even crossed his
mind.
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cowgirl
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Just replying a follow-up...
So, I found out this guy does like me - we went out on a few dates. He just doesn't really believe in technology like Facebook to communicate with
people. And he's shy. Well I guess my negativity screwed everything up... see I was kind of upset every time he seemed like he didn't want to be with
me, so if I'd see him at school I ignored him or gave him a half-smile and raced down the hall to my next class. I think after doing this for so long
and hoping he'd apologize to ME... he's forgotten about me or thinks I'm not worth the effort.. so I wish I could apologize to him and make everything
better but I think it's too late now... all I can do is be positive and happy... hope for the best.. and keep praying we end up together.
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