Fiction | Left to Die

May 30th, 2010

By Teresa M., Stunnazine Fiction Writer

fiction story left to die

Chapter One

Ochigo carefully handed me a fuzzy blue solution. I took it and mixed it with the light red solution that was boiling over the beaker precariously placed over the burner. I tucked my hair behind my ears and sighed heavily.

The mixture turned a lavender color and the bubbles rushed to the top, popping at the surface. Tankai put three drops of a dark green liquid in the boiling purple solution. He pulled back abruptly and sucked in air through his teeth. I spun around, wondering what my friend had done to himself. “The steam caught my hand.” He rubbed his hand gently, still holding the empty dropper.

I rolled my eyes. “Gosh, Tankai. How many times have I told you not to hold your hand directly over something hot?” “Too many to count,” Ochigo cut in, securing his goggles. Tankai shrugged, putting the dropper aside and grabbing two pairs of safety goggles. He handed me a pair before putting on his own. I slid the band over my golden-brown hair and fixed them over my nose. Using rubber-coated tongs, I removed the small beaker from the flame and poured the purple liquid into another container that held a dark pink solution. My heart pounded and my stomach lurched. I realized too late that I had made a mistake. The compounds combined and made a small explosion. The glass container broke and the steaming solution spilled onto the floor. Ochigo and Tankai had smoke staining their faces. Ochigo coughed. I ripped off my goggles and plopped in a chair, burying my face in my hands. Ochigo quickly bordered the toxic chemicals with kitty litter to stop the spreading. Tankai sat beside me and rubbed my back lightly, trying to comfort me.

“Are you okay?” he asked. I shook my head, not bothering to look up from my hands. “It’s okay, Gwen,” Ochigo said while cleaning up the liquid. “It’s not the first time this has happened.” I lifted my head, not caring who saw the tears that lined my eyes. “But I thought we had it this time. I was so sure.” Tankai looked at me, sympathetically. “We’ll get it, Gwen. It just takes time.” “We don’t have time!” I snapped. Tankai flinched but he seemed to understand my anger. “Those people are barely hanging on as it is. If we don’t find a cure, they’ll die.”

Ochigo walked over and leaned against the wall, putting his hands deep in his pockets. “It’s pretty hard to fix what we don’t understand. We don’t even know where it came from.” I sniffled, fully aware that my eyes were puffy and my face was red. “We don’t need to. We know the effects; that’s all we need to know. I don’t want to let them die. I can’t.” Tears rolled down my face at the thought of losing my mother to the disease. I stood and grabbed my coat, wiping my eyes quickly. “Do you guys mind if I leave?” They shook their heads violently; they obviously understood that I needed to get home and relax. I smiled at their understanding; I felt lucky to have such great friends. Tankai ran after me and held the door open. I stepped outside, using the roof to cover myself from the heavy downpour of rain.

“Do you want me to walk you home?” he asked. I laughed lightly. Tankai was always offering to help me with the smallest things, even a walk home. “No, that’s okay. You better stay and help Ochigo clean up a little bit around here.” He lowered his head and nodded, knowing I was right but sad he couldn’t accompany me to my apartment. I smiled and stepped out into the rain. “I’m really sorry for leaving you guys like this.”

I had to shout so he could hear me over the pitter patter of water. Tankai dismissed me with his hand. “It’s no big deal. There’s not much to do and you deserve to go home. We’ll take care of it. But do me a favor.” I waited patiently for his favor. “Call me later, okay?” I shuffled my feet through a small puddle of water and chewed on my lower lip. “I will.” Tankai nodded and waved, going back inside to help Ochigo. I turned and started walking the six blocks to my home.

My long, brown leather coat draped down to the middle of my calves, but it didn’t have a hood, so my short brown hair clung to my wet face and neck as water ran off it in beads. The bottoms of my jeans were soaked and heavy. I just wanted to get inside and take a hot shower before changing into dry clothes. I stuck the key in the slot and turned the shining golden doorknob. The inside of my apartment was dark and quiet. I kicked off my dripping shoes and hung up my wet jacket to dry before running upstairs to my bedroom, blinded by darkness.

Grabbing a clean towel from the linen closet, I locked myself in the bathroom and began running myself some hot water. It was a relief getting out of those sopping wet clothes. When I caught my reflection in the mirror, I gasped at what I saw. My hair was matted down and very messy from being tousled around in the wind. My hazel eyes were red and struck with fatigue. My pale skin, normally smooth, was dry and irritated. I needed a deep-cleansing shower, a good meal, and a long sleep. In my determination to find a cure for the disease, I had forgotten to take care of myself. Steam curled over the shower curtain, fogging up the mirror and beckoning me to bask under the warm water.

I pulled back the dark brown plastic and let the liquid clear my mind and body of any stress. I smiled behind the droplets and closed my eyes, savoring the feeling.

The relaxation brought back clear memories of the past. My name is Gwendolyn; though I’ve never really liked my full name, so everyone calls me Gwen. I grew up an only child, living with my mother. My father was in the military. He was never really home, and we moved around a lot. Because we never stayed in the same city for more than a couple years, I didn’t make many friends. I wasn’t a very social child anyway; I was shy and insecure. I took the best interest in my studies. I excelled greatly in school. My teachers were always sad to hear that I was moving away. It was never a time I enjoyed either. I had a special liking for science in particular. No matter which school I went to at the time, it was always my favorite subject. I got a scholarship to a good college and majored in chemistry.

After I turned eighteen, I moved out of my mom’s house and in with my boyfriend at the time. Mom never really approved. She said it was a bad idea to move in with a guy I had only a temporary fling with; but I didn’t listen. After a couple months, we broke up and I was kicked out onto the street, forced to return to my mom’s. I refused to let the breakup or the fact that I lived with my mom interfere with my dreams of becoming a scientist. It took a year, but I finally did what I always wanted to do. Another year went by and I finally made it to the top with other chemists. That’s where I met Ochigo. Ochigo was my supervisor. He’s the one who showed me all the ropes when I first arrived. Ochigo had a normal family, but he hated them. Things only got worse for him after his sister died. Originally, his name was Ethan, but he changed it to Ochigo after he turned eighteen.

At first I thought maybe it for Witness Protection purposes, but he just said it was because he liked the name. Ochigo loves the Japanese culture. Tankai was new. He was assigned to my department and I was too shy to talk to him much. But he started ridiculous attempts to start a conversation with me. For example, he purposely knocked over a graduated cylinder and broke it, then disguised it as an accident, just to get my name. I thought it was cute. Tankai is half Japanese. His dad married a Japanese woman on vacation before bringing her back to the U.S. with him to start a family. But then his dad became an alcoholic and Tankai was on the run with his mom. After becoming somewhat successful, I moved into my own apartment in the middle of the city. I don’t have a car, or any fancy toys, but I’m fine with that. Tankai and Ochigo are my best friends, and the only ones I’ve had for a long time. Now I tremble at the thought of losing them.

About a month ago, a terrible disease hit the city. It spread so rapidly that we didn’t have time to analyze it. We don’t know where it came from, when it got here, or even how long it lasts in the body. But we do know the effects, and whatever it is, it’s dangerous. It seems the more your immune system tries to fight it, the stronger the sickness gets. At first you’re just weak with slight dizziness every once in a while. After a short period of time, your body wrinkles and your senses decrease severely. A little longer and the body distorts itself. It’s like it ages you, and then deforms you; and you become cannibalistic. We’ve figured out that it is spread through direct contact with blood, saliva, or mucus. Unfortunately, it spread through the states faster than we expected. Thousands have been laid-up in hospitals all over the country because of it. It’s even gotten my mother. Tankai, Ochigo, and I are the only ones still on the case. For months, we’ve been trying to find a cure for this infection, but no luck so far. I’m determined to find something that works before those people start attacking others. However, I know I’m running out of time, even if I don’t want to believe it. I pushed my hair back under the running water and turned the handle until the hot water stopped running down my body.

I pulled the curtain aside and wrapped the towel around me, carefully walking across the tile floor. I cautiously peeked out the door and streaked into my bedroom, shutting the door quickly. I lived alone, but I still didn’t feel comfortable being naked outside a locked door. My heart thrummed against my chest as I walked across the room to my dresser, shuffling through the drawers to find something to sleep in. “Do you need some privacy, Gwen?” A voice followed by hysterical laughter caused me to turn around, my guard up. My computer screen was split into two sections. Ochigo sat in a chair on one side, bedroom scenery in the background. Tankai occupied the other half, still laughing. I relaxed a little more, but my breathing was still shallow and raspy. I reached for a light blue robe that was hanging on a rack on the wall next to my closet. I had completely forgotten about video chat. I picked a dirty shirt up off the floor and tossed it over the camera set on top of my computer so the guys couldn’t see anything. While they were blinded, I dropped the towel and wrapped the robe around me. Once I was dressed, I uncovered the camera and sat in my chair, using the towel to dry my hair. “Way to ruin the show for us, Gwen!” Tankai cheered sarcastically. I stuck my tongue out to the camera. “I forgot you guys could see in my room, or I would’ve gotten dressed in the bathroom.”

We laughed for a moment before my mood turned somber again. “Sorry I left you two to clean up that mess all on your own.” “It wasn’t much,” Tankai reassured. “Ochigo had most of it cleaned up when I went back inside. I just helped him dispose of it all.” “Besides, you deserved to go home and relax,” Ochigo finished. I smiled my thanks to my friends. I tossed the damp towel on my bed and began running a green brush through my ratted hair. “Well you both are dressed rather oddly. What’s going on?” Tankai was wearing a sleeveless shirt and some light-colored shorts. His short, dark hair was spiked in the bangs, loose and wild in the back. Ochigo wore a tight black shirt that lined his six pack and some baggy jeans. His shaggy black hair had a wet look, like he had just taken a shower, and was hanging in his brown eyes. “What makes you think anything’s really going on?” Tankai teased. “What if we decided to dress like this just so we could watch you dress after your bath?” I narrowed my eyes at him but smiled, letting him know I was playing along. “There’s a party downtown,” Ochigo informed me. “We were going to go. You want to come along?” “Where’s it at?” I asked, trying to get all the details. “That Kitty Kat place,” Tankai said. I rolled my eyes at him.

“Why would you invite me to a strip club?” Tankai shrugged. “It’s at that new night club,” Ochigo stated. “Nocturnal.” I’d always thought that was a weird name for a club, but it worked because the club opened in the evening and closed at dawn. “I’ll get ready and meet you outside my house.” Ochigo nodded and his side of the screen blackened out, giving Tankai more space. “I have to pick up Ochigo first because he’s the closest, but then we’ll be at your house,” he said before logging off. I shuffled through my closet for something to wear. I wanted something sexy, but not too revealing. I wanted to look like a bad girl tonight. I wanted all eyes on me. I pulled out a dual-colored belly shirt. Half of it was yellow, the other was black, and Corona was written across the top, as well as the crown logo. It was a spaghetti strap so it showed off my arms, and my diamond bellybutton ring shined in the light. I slid on some hip-hugging jeans that rode dangerously low. The tight outfit combined perfectly with my hourglass figure. I straightened my hair then curled it a little so the ends flipped up, but only slightly. I outlined my hazel eyes with black eyeliner and added some color; they shined with excitement when I admired my work in the mirror.

As a finishing touch, I slid some silver sparkles down strands of hair. The metallic silver glowed magnificently when the light hit it just right. About twenty minutes after talking to him, Tenkai pulled into my driveway and honked impatiently. I grabbed my house keys off the counter and ran to his car. It was a custom made car. His uncle had put it together for him and gave it to him as a birthday present. The dark blue body shimmered in the moonlight and made the ghost flames on the side appear to be moving. I slid into the back seat, loving the way the leather interior felt against my bare lower back. Tankai looked at me in the rearview mirror and wolf-whistled. “You’re looking good, Gwen. Will you be my date for the night?” “In your dreams, Tankai,” I laughed. “Only his wet ones,” Ochigo teased. “Hey! I don’t have those dreams anymore,” Tankai played along. “Until tonight, damn girl!” I smiled, wishing I could control the blush rising to my cheeks. “Tankai, just drive,” Ochigo demanded. Tankai put the car in reverse and backed out of the driveway. Once on the street, he turned on the stereo and the car vibrated with techno music. My head began bobbing to the beat.

When I first met Tankai, I thought his taste in music sucked. No one listens to techno anymore; it’s all hip-hop. But after you listen to it a couple times, it really grows on you. It’s actually become one of my favorite genres to listen to. Ochigo’s fingers moved with the rhythm and Tankai mouthed the words to the song. It had taken me months to get Tankai to sing for me. He was convinced he had a terrible singing voice, but one night when I was really upset, he sang. He only does it on rare occasions now, but I’m satisfied with that. I’m pretty self conscious about singing as well, about anything. I don’t have very much self-esteem. We parked across the street from the club and watched the long line of people waiting to get in. “This is going to take forever,” Ochigo groaned.

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